God, cleanse me.
There is so much fear, so much fear.
I don't learn because I don't look.
I don't look because I'm afraid.
I don't see who people are, hear what they're saying,
and hear what they're not saying.
Something like scales cover my eyes.
I want to see.
I want to see myself, God.
I want to notice my fears so I can face them
and allow them to be healed.
Help me to believe in this,
to believe in myself, to believe in your grace.
Give me courage to look, and wisdom to see.
With the eyes of my heart enlightened,
may I go slow enough to see clearly, eyes open, all day;
to pray always: to listen without ceasing.
Open my eyes, Beloved, to see you here.
Open my eyes...
Open my ears …
Open my heart...
August 14, 2019