Dearly Beloved, Grace and Peace to you. Jesus asked him, "Do you believe in the Human One?" He answered, "And who is he, sir? Tell me, so that I may believe in him." Jesus said to him, "You have seen him, and the one speaking with you is he." —John 9.35-37
When you struggle to believe, or doubt your belief, don't waste time looking at Jesus' papers to see his credentials, or bother checking on his job description. No opinion, however pious, will save you when you are drowning or overflow in love of neighbor.
Just wonder: what have you seen? How have you been touched? When might the Hidden One have walked beside you, spoken to you, healed you? That experience of light or warmth, that opening of your heart like a door, that inexplicable gift, that unseen hand holding yours in the darkness— might that have been he?
Whatever it is that makes you feel one with others, that gives you uncreated love for them, that offers hope where there is none, that has brought you this far, whatever it is that gives you your hunger for Life, and then gives you Life, gives you this next breath— believe in that.
The eyes that are opened are within. If you can't believe in spring, believe in this one daffodil. No matter what you think you beleive, close your eyes, remember, and give thanks. It will be the Holy One speaking to you.
Deep Blessings, Pastor Steve
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