Dearly Beloved, Grace and Peace to you. For the hurt of my poor people I am hurt, I mourn, and dismay has taken hold of me. Is there no balm in Gilead? Is there no healer there? Why then has the health of my poor people not been restored? —Jeremiah 8.21-22
Lay aside the armor of your little troubles. Quit your sordid affair with happiness. Enter the black-draped house and stay there. Your sister and brother are in the mourning parlor, and they need you to sit with them. Christ is not consorting with angels above, but still among the slaves and prisoners, mothers helpless beside their children, the scum, the used, the lonely and despairing.
Let your heart be ruined with them. It is for them, yes, and for you—since hearts, like seeds, give life when broken open. But first it is for love of God (imagine the tears of God that no one dries), that God should not weep for her children alone. Even if it changes nothing— will you do this? Come sit with God in our overflowing grief, for the heart of God is hidden in the wound of the world. What privilege is higher than to be shoulder to shoulder with Christ, his hand on yours, carrying the cross?
Don't expect it to get better, to stop hurting. It won't. Don't be afraid to mourn for the world, to bear the wound too deep in you to be patched, to stay sad a long time, without demanding relief. For here in the deep root of our pain is our oneness, and here is the Heart at the heart of the world. The wailing of a God who is not easily consoled is the sound of a love that is never overcome. Our sorrowful longing is the Spirit of God, who creates worlds. Our hurt is our hope.
Deep Blessings, Pastor Steve
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